faith????wht happen to my faith??

today is d end of year 2007...

and is the day i hang out with my friend at auto-city...(Bukit Mertajam)

well....a few of us loh...

got me....p....yu....tian....p's friend and the guy i like (long)

hm....i thought i got a chance to go...

but....luck is not on my side...

i dont hv luck..

i tell my mom tht i m going to celebrate new year with my friend...

she is not veli happy about it...

n scolded me(my dad also nt happy about it..he told me when we hv dinner jt now)

well,i no tht she is worried about me..

she is worried tht i will get into trouble or something...

she scare tht i meet with any accident or something...

but dont she trust me???dont she no tht i m not a kid.....n i m nt going to pub??

why dont she leh me go???

wht hv i done tht make her dont believe me??

i only wanna go n meet my friend...

and confess my feeling to long....

but y she dont let me go??

i only wanna let him no the big secret...

i m suffering...i wanna let him no.....

really...i do...

haih....