To mUa d3aReSt....

this entry is for my boyfriend...

nicholas,

cant believe so fast lo...lets calculate how long we beem together le..
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8 month already lo

beat down some of my previous boyfriend record..

i dont no why...the first time i see u..in KLIA..i got the feeling that... he is the guy..

that time i just tell myself.. coming to a new place..meeting new people..sure got this kind of feeling..plus...we only chat on sms...dont simply think...

till mahfuz joke with us...we sure together one...i dont no why...cause he told me...he got the feeling we will be together... and he is sure about that... that time i just tell him...no way...we are just friends...tht time i forget wht is his reply..but i no is smth to do with a NO word...

8 months together...been throught many up and down..sometime when is down...it seem like it will never end... those sad momment...is always there...i cant see any bright light... but le when talk about happy momment or when at those happy momment...walao... freaking happy...is like being with ur best buddies on a night out.. or eating something that u havent eat a freaking long time... or doind something u enjoy doing...

i just dont no how to say it..but now i feel like i am staying in a house full of happyness...candy... pink stuff happy thing....thing that i like are all surrounding me..i no la..i now a but keterlaluan in my word...cant stop a girl from being happy and use this kind of words to express it out what...deal with it...

in conclusion..even thought i dont no how long more can we be together.... or what so ever..i dont care...as long as can be with ther person i love the most..that is the most important thing in my life....

everyone born to this world is to find the other half... just imagine how many ZILLION people in this planet....how can u find ur other half...she or he may or may not be in the place u r in... some people use half of their life to search for them some of them use their whole life but still cant find their soul mate...some people dont even no whether the people they are with now are their eternal soul mate or not... haih...so confusing... lucky i found mine... and i hope this soul mate will always be with me.. no matter what...

NICHOLAS, mua love u...

thou shall love u always..
thou shall not leave u no matter what
thou shall never make u unhappy
thou shall bring u happyness...