faith????wht happen to my faith??

today is d end of year 2007...

and is the day i hang out with my friend at auto-city...(Bukit Mertajam)

well....a few of us loh...

got me....p....yu....tian....p's friend and the guy i like (long)

hm....i thought i got a chance to go...

but....luck is not on my side...

i dont hv luck..

i tell my mom tht i m going to celebrate new year with my friend...

she is not veli happy about it...

n scolded me(my dad also nt happy about it..he told me when we hv dinner jt now)

well,i no tht she is worried about me..

she is worried tht i will get into trouble or something...

she scare tht i meet with any accident or something...

but dont she trust me???dont she no tht i m not a kid.....n i m nt going to pub??

why dont she leh me go???

wht hv i done tht make her dont believe me??

i only wanna go n meet my friend...

and confess my feeling to long....

but y she dont let me go??

i only wanna let him no the big secret...

i m suffering...i wanna let him no.....

really...i do...

haih....

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life starts after 17

i`m 17 since feb(my b/day)

but i dont really no wht i hv gone throught since d past 17 years..

let me confess ok....

i m d princess in my family...

a ruby in d ring....d diamond in d ring....

i nv done anything for myself...

all is done by my mom...n family....

well i always is a laughting stock of my friends...

"aiyo...why u do like tht....u nv try be4 a"

"she is d princess....where gt mop floor one..."

"andrea next time cant be housewife....cant cook"

bla bla bla...

who cares right???

at less i m happy

but too pamper d....i feel until....

tht y...i wanna leave tis palace....

tis place...

to be indipendent..

i no is too late...now only wanna be independent...

but who cares...is nt too late

i still hv a long way to walk...

i can do it....

2 more month in tis palace...

n i m going to be independent....

should i be happy or sad???

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