Tired...

just finish work..

now i feel like in the grown-up world...

everything must take it seriously...

i just cant cope in...

i hate it..

sometime i feel like i dont deserve to be here...

why??

only giv ppl miserable only...

make me sad for nothing.........

but sometime i wonder if i nv come here...

i wont have a chance to meet my dear...

is it luck or faith...

faith can make us separate...

i dont no...

i hate where i am now...

the job...

useless boss...

how i hope i can repeat everything again...

start all over again...

being is parent last time i dont apppreciate..

always think i want freedom, dont want to be pample...

but how..i really confuse..

i got the freedom...and not being pample anymore..

but i dont feel happy...

i only be happy when i am with my dear...that all...

sad la...

i dont even no whether he will accept this job or not...

i no what he is trying to say...

he dont want to work with the people he dont like...

but i want to be selfish... i wan to keep him by myside...

can see him everyday...

but keeping him here may make him unhappy...cause is like forcing him...

i dont want to do that...i want him to stay here cause of me...or other reason...

but mostly is me...

i dont no...

i sick and tired of intenship already..

just hope time fly and i can go back to school with my friends...

i am thinking.....of this problem which i face now a long time....

and guess what...

dont no the answer...all i no is that... i will never find the answer...

i will never get what i want this year..

i dont no whether i can get what i want or not...

god no the answer...

send me some signs....

PLEASE!!!!!

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Backpacker......Day 2

yup


second day of our stay in backpacker

pretty nice place...

the second day was monday....

got up and have some breakfast


go back to room and hang out and chat


later in the afternoon when shopping for food


we saw a ice-cream...damn nice


we buy and try...better than mcd one...


of course not as nice as Movenpick..but consider it price....it is far better than what i ate before..


what we cook le...


i also not sure...too long d...


let me brainstorm myself...


let see...



MENU DU JOUR......(Menu of the DAY) :


~Fried rice (better than the previous day version.....)

~Sweet n sour pork

~ Ham Choy Tong -->that in cantonese (Salted Vegetable soup)



stop laughing

is edible...

if not...i wont be here typing...

will be in hospital...cause of food poisoning...

wakaka...damn bad right??

the sweet n sour pork is the hardest...

cause i forget to get the pineappple thing...

so it was not tht nice..

the pork i cook too long...

become hard...

haha...

paiseh...i forget to take it out...

finally

we finish within hm...

2 hours... the cooking

did i mention tht we took around 4 hours the previous day to cook

dont believe huh???

haha


me frying the egg....







look like scramble egg to me...haha...that for the fried rice...

our fried rice.....yummy...better than yesterday right??

our HAM CHOY TONG....yummy....nic say taste like her maid one...nearly same with my mom..

No curi makan under my watch k....haha....so hungry meh???

and below is the finale of our cooking...

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Bored Sathurday..

today usual lo..

work half day

wake up at 12pm

accompanied Wen to Audi(a very cheap supermarket) to restock our food...

never buy a lot of thing...

i just bought a soup,chips, biscuit that all lo...

the thing there freaking cheap...

than go back

online chat with dear dear..

haha

than 4.30 start work jor lo..

wanna no something

got tips today

10fr

boss say cause we work overtime...we finish at 10.45pm like tht

i was like :" weird...damn her...full house....she got 100over tips we pula get 10fr....shit..."

wen just laught at me...

tomorrow Louise is coming to visit us...staying in the hotel next to us

Wen planning to bring her to Zurich n Baden..

I just tagged along...since i cant go find dear dear d...

i miss him....

so much...

he wanna go back msia d...

sad lo..

heart broken...

oh ya

the backpacker thing havent write the continous version...

silly me

i update now lo...

hahaha

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Backpacker.....Day 1

we stay in Luzern backpacker

something like Youth Hostel...hite

quite nice

and got a kitchen for us to MESS AROUND WITH...

so i come up with a clever and cheeky idea is that i cook dinner for me and nic...

nic face when white and he was like:" are u sure bout that??u can cook???"

i was like:" not that hard...i m the chef ,u r my sous chef..."

haha

oh ya forget to say that we stay there for 2 days and 2 night...

for the first day...i cook dinner...

and it consist of...



MENU DU JOUR (Menu of the Day):

~Fried rice
~Fried chicken

~Cabbage soup

~Onion with egg


nic washing the cabbage...what with that face huh???




the cabbage soup and the rice (before pic)



the cabbage soup after it cook....(after pic)


me cooking...i look fat in the pic....what a shame huh???



my drumstick....fried chicken....nice huh???



well



and than...after 4 hours of cooking...



yup i no is long



cause i am a beginer what...



this is the end product

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Vevey...

some bitch in nic hotel complaint to the boss

and the boss is very mad at him

and i cant be in his hotel anymore

never to stay in his hotel anymore...

ass hole...

shit...bitch...

so i have to go to Vevey...

where my future roommate is...

she is friendly enought to let me stay...

nice...

Louise is nice...

give me a place to stay....

she cook lunch for me..

instant noodle...dont complaint...we are only student ok??

than we hang out in the room watching some hong kong movie...

ROB-B-HOOD.....nice nice.... i like tht baby.....kawaii.........

after that we went to the supermarket and the chinese food shop to restock her food storage...

than she start cooking diner for me..

i am suppose to help her...but her landlord came back early so i have to hide in the room..

p/s : i am ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT in her house...

we cook:

brocoli with chicken in osyter sauce

ABC soup a.k.a Carrot,Onion,Potatto soup...(my idea)

But we are still hungry, so i suggest we cook something

and Edwin(Louise housemate) donate his beloved pork chop for me to cook...

with the tips from Louise and Edwin i finally finish cooking it

and u no what the compliment is???

Edwin says:" cook better than my gf.... nice try for the first timer...."

nice compliment...that make me wanna cook somemore

so i try and cook onion with egg

but it fail

cause i cant flip the egg

and ended up Edwin have to help me...

thanks ya..sous chef...

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Our love nest----->>> Zermatt

Monday (20/9/08) :

mostly in luzern....

finding nic camera

he wanna buy a new one so we walk around Luzern to get him one...

he get a canon....pretty nice...

same brand with me...

Tuesday (21/9/08):

yup... we went to Zermatt....we sit the 8 or 9 o clock train and arrive at Zermatt at around 1 somthing

that is a long journey...

yup i no tht.

cause ( geography now...)

Luzern is in the heart of switzerland and zermatt is right below of switezerland

the south part near to Italy...and we have to change platform at other place..

yup that long right??

we check into a hotel and get a double room....

picture below....and with the view of matterhorn(too bad is cloudy)

too bad mattehorn is cloudy..

we walk around zermatt to look around and snap picture....

nice?? i love that small thing...

may i call it a car??

so mini

at night we eat in a pub...

the food is huge in portion

this is what i eat

and nic eat this....yummy

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