30th June...Day u LEAVE..

today is the day my dear dear leave for Swiss..

i cant sleep the whole night...

i am too sad and i cry a few time at night...

not me right...i no

i normally dont...

haha

oh ya..and u no what...

he sms me at 4am to let me know he is going to sleep and miss me

wow...my heart melted....

and around 8am he woke me up by sms me

he say he leave the house

i straight cant sleep back again.

as u no...my dear dear leaving d...

that time i was so sad...i cried...my parent i think i should say my mom no i cry...

they just never say anything

as u no... people u love so dearly is gone..

well... cut short the story

when nic arrive in singapore...he go and buy a phone card to call me..

i was so touch....so sweet...

and we talk for while before hanging up...

well...

i really miss him...

and cant wait to see him again.... this is a pic i take with him when we are at the train on the way to Zurich airport when we are flying back here...

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Queenbay Day Out!!!

with my best zhi mui go...

SHI SHEONG, SHI YUN and PHING PHING...

haha....

all my best buddy from tuition centre...

you may not believe it..

but is real o.... my school gurls are all faker....some tht are not faker i am not close too...they are my best friend.

we went QUUENBAY and skate...

actually is roller blate..

it is hard at the beginning...

fall a few time.. my dear friend they all help me to skate...

folding my hand and skate slowly with me...

well i did fall like a humpy dumpy...hehe... :P

after like an hour or so i master the skill already...PRO right??

jt kidding...

we skate till 6 and end our day there...

damn tired after that...for a treat..we stop by the Mcd kiosk and makan ice-cream....yummy.... :)

we depart at 6pm...

bb...

below is a Picture of my friends...

too bad Shi sheong nt inside...sad sad o.... well i dont no when i can meet my best zhi mui...but i really hope to see them and meet them before i depart back

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BaCk fRoM gRanDmother HouSe...

Just came back from Ipoh...

today me and my dad went to Ipoh to visit my grandmother...

We promise her a few weeks ago...but we always got plan on Sunday so today only we can go..

haha..

We depart at around well.... 8 i think..

my dad wake up late today...we was suppose to leave at 6am but than haha.... we are sleeping so soundly at that time..

i was finding some cloth to wear...

as you know..once a year i dont even know what to wear...

after searching the whole wardrobe i only found one suitable one

haha

oh ya...

we depart at 8am lo..

and the coolest thing is...I AM THE DRIVER...

this is the first time o..

driving non stop for like 2 hours...

my dad only let me drive at 90kmj....but i do speed up to 100 sometime..

haha

Popo(stand for grandmother) was very happy to see me and dad..

i show her the pic and the international video from switzerland

she very happy and enjoy...she also say this to me in cantonese:" Dont go and find mat salleh for ur bf or husband a..

i cant communicate with them...and i dont like it ok...."

haha...old fashion...but still happy...well she dont no my bf is from KL anyway...

nv tell her...later she ask a lot and wanna see him....

been throught that be4....well...my sis is a good example..

we eat Ipoh Hor Fun...damn nice man...should try it u no....sometime with dear dear...

we depart from her house at... 3pm

this time dad drive and i sleep...

haha

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Confuse...Sad....Tears .....

The days of u depart is coming soon..

i cant believe it is so fast...

u are leaving on Monday at 10.30am...

I dont know what to do..

As your girlfriend i should send u away in KLIA..

but too bad i am at penang and you are in Kl...

i really hope you will not forget about me..

we wont be together for like 6 months...

i hope during this few months both of us can be strong...

We can sure get over all this thing..

i will be leaving soon... i mean i will be leaving on July 24...

so around 3 weeks..

During those 3 months i will try to be strong.. less sms and talking with you..

I hope we can email...

i hope you will know...

I LOVE YOU FOREVER, NICHOLAS !!!!

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TO mY BiRthDay bOy, NicHolaS tOh

This message is to my boyfriend, Nicholas *o*,

i hope u are reading it now...

i`m so sorry i never wish you happy birthday at 12.00am last night or so call midnight...

i know i should have wish you...

and i know that you are angry with me..

i know no matter wht i do...u still will be angry with me.. i'm so sorry

actually, you are very important to me...

it is impossible you are not...

we known each other for 5 months...

during those months, many thing has happen. Happy and sad momment...

You always say you are useless..

but actually you are not...

I'am the one..

I'am the one who is the useless one..

Always forget this and that. Lepas geram always and many more.

i'am the one who always make u c**, angry, sad and everything. Even for the smallest thing also i can make you angry.

I dont no why i am always the one who make you angry and sad, but i am really sorry for all those momment.

I am very lucky i got a boyfriend like u. I should be more considered more, but.... no i am not.

I no i am not like those gurls most guys like, but i really hope u give me a chance to prove it...

It take lot of courage to write this article or so called blog, and i dont normally write blog..

that shows how much you mean to me and how IMPORTANT you are...

in the end, it is up to you to forgive me or not. I wont force you. You can take your time...

but there is one thing i one to tell you..


I LOVE YOU...
sarang he....
je adore vous.....

wish you a happy birthday...

Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to u,
Happy birthday to nicholas,
Happy birthday to u....

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