Tired...

just finish work..

now i feel like in the grown-up world...

everything must take it seriously...

i just cant cope in...

i hate it..

sometime i feel like i dont deserve to be here...

why??

only giv ppl miserable only...

make me sad for nothing.........

but sometime i wonder if i nv come here...

i wont have a chance to meet my dear...

is it luck or faith...

faith can make us separate...

i dont no...

i hate where i am now...

the job...

useless boss...

how i hope i can repeat everything again...

start all over again...

being is parent last time i dont apppreciate..

always think i want freedom, dont want to be pample...

but how..i really confuse..

i got the freedom...and not being pample anymore..

but i dont feel happy...

i only be happy when i am with my dear...that all...

sad la...

i dont even no whether he will accept this job or not...

i no what he is trying to say...

he dont want to work with the people he dont like...

but i want to be selfish... i wan to keep him by myside...

can see him everyday...

but keeping him here may make him unhappy...cause is like forcing him...

i dont want to do that...i want him to stay here cause of me...or other reason...

but mostly is me...

i dont no...

i sick and tired of intenship already..

just hope time fly and i can go back to school with my friends...

i am thinking.....of this problem which i face now a long time....

and guess what...

dont no the answer...all i no is that... i will never find the answer...

i will never get what i want this year..

i dont no whether i can get what i want or not...

god no the answer...

send me some signs....

PLEASE!!!!!