today is PAY DAY...
yipee...
officially 2 more month to go...
GAMBATEH....sure can go throught it...
life is usual
work...work.......work
nothing more...
chat with cherrie afternoon tht time...
got the news that she has some issue...
not going to say it...keeping it PRIVATE...
i no cherrie last year from chemistry tuiticn class..
thanks to shi yun thought...
i been hearing a lot of cherrie stuff from shi yun before i met her..
cause cherrie is yun best pal...
after 1 year(heard a lot of her stuff when in form 4) finally meet with her...
cherrie is a lovely person...
great person...kind...lovely...cute....helpful
leng lui...great fashion sense and many more....
oh..i just love that girl
got a boyfriend of 3 years...
going to be 4 years by dec.
some regard to u,cherrie if u are ever reading my blog...
CHERRIE,
no matter what is ur choice..i will respect and give u full support. this are what friend are for...even thought we only met during tuition class but i really treat u, shi yun,joewin, cheng siew,shun jing and many more like my best friend...
follow ur heart...let it guide u...dont be afraid to make mistake...we are born to make mistake....this is how we learn and grow up... this is the process of growing up.. i will support u even thought i am far from u...
good luck in ur decision...
that all folks..
kindda tired here..
wanna sleep....
ciao
Sunday, November 30, 2008
DAy 7 without u...
Friday, November 28, 2008
Day 5 without u...:(
friday...
well
i was not working the whole day..yday
so wht happen in the rest i not sure..
this morning came down and work
saw 20 reserved...
i thought just 20 people come and eat...
mana tahu le...
is like bandquet like tht...
those ass people are from CHINA...yup u got me right...
who organised it le..
Asltom(sorry for the wrong spelling...i dont no the right one)
is a power station company.. like ABB like that...
when they come than only april told me...
the bitch also nv tell me anything like i no...
they already prepare the food..sifu is cooking it..
i dont even no what food they serve everything...i no nothing bout this mini banquet
than the bitch was like u come and help me take order for beverages..
than i went lo...when i got the order and prepare to make it...
than she shouted at me...
why u like that...the beer got big bottle one...take that la.. u dont no they everyone pay a certain amount one meh...bla bla bla
i was like...how the fuck i no wor...i dont even no today got MINI BANQUET...
damn her...
than night le...she keep nag nag nag
she le
always say..do thing one people do can already.... no need 2 people do one..
but le whtever thing i wanna do she also try and interfere...
for example.. cleaning those glasses...she will say u go do other thing i do...
than when u do other thing she call u help her arrange thing...than when u arrange thing
she ask u go and serve people...keep snatching wht u doin...
haih..
say something do something...
got 10fr tips from her...
do anyone pity me...how long must i suffer over here...
haih
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Day 4 without u... :(
now hearing music
click flash by Ciara...
i love that music...
have some fashion thing inside....
i got that song from "SEX AND THE CITY: THE MOVIE"
this few day chat with dear dear also not long...
cause he say he hate the keyboard that he is using lo..
that why...plus that comp also no webcam so cant see..
haih...
he say tmr the comp man will come and repair..
so i can c him tomorrow and chat longer...
today not working..
cause monday i work half day..
so the bitch pay back today plus today is my half day
so the whole day free...
nic say that my mom call him...
i was like what the hell...
dont no what they talk....
hope is nothing that bad...
i miss my dear sound...so long never hear d...
sad...
feel like shit...
feel like crying too.... :(
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
eat in our restaurant
last wednesday...
me and dear went to have lunch and dinner in our restaurant...
the bitch and april have to serve us...
i kindda like the feeling...
like our dogs(sorry to be an ass...but i really hate her)
she have to force to smile to us...haha :)
skip to the dinner part...
we make reservation for 2 person at 7pm...suppose to be 7.30pm but i say 7pm to april
haha....
got a table and bitch was like what u wanna drink...
we were like thinking than she was like why not drink champagne...free for u all
nic was like i cant drink alcohol...than she tell me:" we got the champagne that taste like lychee remember...no alcohol u want??"
than we were like ok than...off she go to prepare the drink...than we continue looking at the menu
dear with the champagne...cute cute...
me with the champagne....i swallow my lychee....boo hoo!!!!
after that we place our order...
what we ate--->>
Starter:
Gewurz suppe(mix vege soup)
Kaiser rolle(spring roll)
Main Course:
Poulet mit zitrone sauce(chicken with lemon sauce)
Rindflesh mit peking art (beef cook with peking style,sweet sour taste)
Reis gebraten,2 portion (friend rice)
Desert:
Ice cafe
Flambe
Sorbet citron
that what we ate...
the
the blue one is what dear ate..while the pink one is what i ate...
the orange one is share...
after eating the hate part come...
before that she ask me to work on sat...which i say i dont wan
than she say:" u no i can cancel ur holiday one or not...than u hv to work.."
well...that is harass...
than she ask:"u dont wanna work??"
i say :"yup.." than off she walk away..
than i say i wanna pay bill...
total 90smth...
actually is around 100 over...but she say she giv discount and the champagne is free...
so is 90 something...
dear giv her a 1000swiss franc note...not showing off but he need small change
than she say loudly to her husband in cantonese:" you see...her bf try and show off..."
i was like what the hell..like that also cant meh...
actually also wanna show off tht we are not poor too.. but he really need the small change
i told nic bout what she say...
we quite angry...
than left...
nic with ice cafe...funny..
me with my flambe...
Day 2 without u.. :(
tuesday...
work like usual...
oh ya
did i mention tht today is the bitch bday...
so they went out around 12pm to celebrate..
only me and april working lo...
than night also...
they come back around 9pm like that...
than night cut cake and celebrate...
heard tht next month i dont have to work on xmas..yipeee...
happy happy...
bastard also say that on that day wanna do hot pot.....call all of us to join in..
on that day...xmas...all shop are closee...
nth is open...
got the news from jiang that taiwan jie jie(a student from caux) send her regard for me and nic...
ask us where we work....heard that she plan to visit us during xmas that time...
not sure whether is that real or not...
dear today went out with shaun...
shaun is one of his best friend...
i met with him once...kindda tall and good looking...
nv really talk to him...but heard from dear he is quite a nice guy...
shaun went out with his dad(heard from dear mom)
suppose to come back tomorrow
but change of plan...came back this morning(msian time)
thanks god that shaun came back early...
or not dear would be bored to death at home...
wakaka...
miss u so much...
really can feel the distance between us...
me and our babies(taken with webcam...shitty right??)
Monday, November 24, 2008
Working Monday....
as u all no
i dont have to work on monday..
but well i dont have a choice cause my boss ask me to work
at first she call sifu(chef) to call me down last night
when i went down she was like :"oh hello...u work tomorrow...change of scedule.. tomorrow 4.30 dont be late.."
than off i go back to my room...
so obviously i never went out.... just stay in my room chat with dear and listen music
dont really have the mood to watch movie thought...
jiang today retake so he went back to school...
april went along...to accompanied him and to visit our sch
since i heard that she never went before...
than the mr and mrs lee also tag along...which i dont no why..
maybe cause they wanna no how CAUX look like...and our school
so early this morning around 6 i think they left...i heard footstep tht time..
someone woke me up...walk like GORRILA.... after that i fall back a sleep
working was normall...just i freaking hell miss the days that nic was here working..
i can see wht he is doing...so sweet...i beat april is fucking jelous...good for her...
i dont like her... kiss in the ass....
oh ya...
i do house keeping today...
and guess what....the guest is a couple..
i actually dont no who stay there...but after i clean the room i was like...wow...
what did i saw?? read on..
i was changing the bed sheet when i saw a plastic wrapper on the bed...
the word was in german so i cant really understand...but the brand was familiar...
i kindda forget where i saw it before...
than i realise that the bed sheey has some stain on it... patches of stain...
like water mark....so i dont really care...maybe they drip something on it..
when i went to the dustbin to throw the wrapper...
guess what i found again..
the same wrapper...and guess how many i found in it??
3 more...
so do the maths... 3+1=4
4 plastic wrapper...
not only do i found plastic wrapper...i also found 4 rubber in it...
yup...u got me right....
condom....i found 4 used condom(i guess..since is open right??)
guess they work pretty hard on..... not getting a baby...
well...
i was disguise with what i found...
i guess i went *proof* bright red...cause i feel my face is kindda hot...
brr...
dont ask me the brand....i forget wht the brand is...
i dont even use it...
i saw they sell it in those vending machine..
every vending machine in swiss do sell condom...
i guess msia have to do the same thing so that the rape case decrease..
and teenage pregnancy also decrease by time to time...
kindda late...
feel like sleep...
ciao...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
I miss you already...
send u off nearly got around 6 hours already....
so miss u la..
chat with ur mom just now...
i think she tried to cheer me up...
and try to confort me since she no that i going to be lonely
i promise my dear dear that i will be strong...
i will continue this intenship to the end...
no matter how much pain and sadness this place will give me...
this place not only giv me sadness and pain..
it also give me some sweet memory and happyness of me and my dear dear
even thought is only for a few weeks...
but i still am happy...
all those good memory will be in my heart forever...
no matter what will happen to us in the future...
i can remember this few months what we have went throught...
i wont forget that...
i love u,Nicholas t** wen h**
JUST CRIED.... (T-T)
today my dear dear leave this place
swiss
sitting emirates...
i saw him left just now
so sad
i can still imagine him standing at the "point of no return" waving to me...
my god...
i nearly cried
when i walk away...
my tears nearly flow out
but i tahan till come back than cry
haih...
so sad
sad...
sad will end by end of jan...
hope it come soon...
my love...
so long..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
1.50am blogging.....spooky...
guess what...
blogging at early morning again
never sleep yet ma...haha
with dear dear
he also never sleep
chat with mom about something
well..force to take one week off by the boss
dear dear leaving this sunday at 2pm using emirates...
sad nia...
going to be alone
and u no what
the fucking boss cant find someone to work for her this sat
and she wan me to work on sat
i was like wht the hell
dear leaving on sun
dont wan...
but she dont care one..
what to do nw
have to figure out some plan....
haih.........
i hope she just find someone
u no or not le
first wan me holiday
never think of whether sat need me or not...she think she can find till people
but now everyone is busy
so she have to use me....which of course i dont wan la...
she say she will pay me..
but i dont wan
i rather got my holiday...
with dear
she say willing to giv me off early
which also i dont wan....
haha
care her...
thinking of plan to escape her....
help
help
help
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Midnight blog...
currently blogging at 12.31am
boo hoo...
tat scary...
just finish watching "THE EYE" with dear dear
so scary
let u all no...i dont no why this year i so scare of scary movie...
last time not scare one...now scare like shit
dear dear see till half way sleep d
me pula wide awake till the end of the story
till now never sleep yet
cause well...i just eat noodle around 10pm and watch scary movie plus drink tea
so that make me wide awake...
tomorrow onward holiday...
1 week
force to take one week off
yup....kindda happy dont hv to see the fuck face bitches again
but...hmm....sad
cause dear dear say either wed or thurs he will go back...
sad nia...
i think after he go i will spend most of the time in the room alone...
playing game and watching movie since there is nothing much for me to do after he leave...
hope he can stay nia..
haih...
3 days before he is gone....
countdown..
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
No Luck...
guess what
i am freaking sad now...
why??
easy...
freaking boss fired nic..
she tell that to me...no..i should say the bitch and the bastard team up and tell me...
i was like freaking sad that time...keep holding back my tears...the end back to room i cry out...
dear dear saw...but very cool than say is ok i knew it..
cause few days before i tell him that the boss look like wanna fire people..
than he guess is him...but i dont no why i tell him dont simply think...
he is leaving this monday...
back to msia...
in this freaking place...leave me alone..
nok wen leave now him...
i realise that whoever stay in that room (nok wen previous room) all also ended leaving..bad luck weh...
why am i always so bad luck...
always experience all this thing..
i fucking hate it weh...
is it part of the plan the boss wanna kenakan me??
if it is so...why find people that is close to me...they are innocent..
i tried to forgive her time after time but she just keep getting my nerve...
i give up on her already....
after my dear dear leave this monday i am going to do my worse..
let her fire me...
or something...this kind of people....
no use be good to her....she wont appreciate one...
all she think is only money...that all...
nothing else
she and her husband...same kind....should die from this world anyway...
haih...
freaking homo sapien...(refering to them not us...)
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Bad luck day....
finish work at 10pm
haha
dear dear waiting for me in the room...
he was quite sad...
chef and the bastard(mr lee) scolded him..
for some reason...
ass hole them la...
oh ya
i nickname the mr and mrs lee as bastard and bitch...
hehe
bad right??who cares...cause they are bad to me and dear dear anyway...
tht bitch never give me my tips...
ass...
she let me off at 10pm..
dont no for wht reason...
maybe wanna take my tips...
haih..
life suck...
reach the room...than saw someone msn me..too bad le... i was working so cant msn him
so sorry ar....haha
guess who??
my secondary school friend...
a funny guy friend...
he now study in kuala lumpur...or selangor i forget jor...bad memory
he is the same club and uniform with me...
Scout and bola baling....
i no him when he is in lower 6 and i in form 4
guess who he is??
yup
jin long.... a.k.a golden dragon(nickname given by me and some friends)
long time never chat already...
haha
Rie i think u remember him right??
haha
that all...
Friday, November 07, 2008
Blogging
received tips around 14fr from the boss
lucky??
guess not...
why???
she acting ma...
today got 2 student come and interview...
so she wanna act like "I am a good boss" type
so in front of the student ma act lo...
than give me tips lo...but inside le
scold like shit lo...but who cares....
i hope everyday also got student come and interview
so i can everyday received tips
dont have to give that bitch my hard earn tips
wakakka...
she really can received award for her acting
she really can act weh...
last time also con us lo
haha
the end also..wakaka
i accept the job cause desperate
now happy lo
dear dear working with me
no need travel around...
save time
he currently beside me
looking at his download...
all his download also is 99.7% since dont no how long
maybe last night
haha...
me pula... speed slow like kura kura
cant evem load
can also slow like shit...
wakaka
tired
hearing high school musical 3 sound track
i load already the movie....but quality not good and the subtitle also dont no what language so....never see yet
dear dear call me wait...but i desperate...
haha
the end also no mood to see....
haih
Saturday, November 01, 2008
FArewell...NOk wen...
yup
she is nok wen..
the friend and partner in the restaurant
every happy and sad momment i spend it with her
the boss hate us...cause we complaint her
than got one day i say my dear wanna find work
than she ask him to come here for trial
manatahu successful...
is a good thing right
but she wanna kick out nok wen..
reason is...nok wen not happy working here...than why should she stay here...
i agree with the boss
cause who one the friend to feel like shit right
everyday suffer
so in the end sometime i also influence her to leave
so cut the story
she leave
and in caux....our school
staying with friend
and searching for job..
i feel guitly thought
cause i feel is me who send her away
betray her...
dont no why...
sad....
Nok wen...
no matter what...i will support u... be strong....
hope luck is with u...
GAMBATEH!!!!!
Luck change
yup
my luck change...
guess what...
my dear dear is working here with me
i dont no what make him come here...
he say cause my internet here is freaking fast
and he can load movies games drama freaking fast...
that what he say....i actuallu do believe it...
cause everyday once he wake up he on his laptop and wala...
downloading...
downloading...
downloading...
but i think there is another reason for him to stay here thought...
evil grin appear....
muahaha....
so mostly we cuddle in the room
chat
see movie
fight (yup...we do fight and call each other stupid,crazy,idiot all those stuff..than cold war appear... till someone is ready to appologize lo)
and play play.
so long never blog already
dont no what to say
haih
sad nia...
my dear come but someone have to leave
blog soon
bb