Intenship suck...

doing my inten now

so damn tired and stress

first day of working(the very next day after i arrive not until 10 hours)

she ask me to work and scold me..

ass hole her...

scold me stupid..

send an email to my coordinator and tell say wanna change job...

not me say...

i mean not me who is the one who send

is my dear dear and his mom

so touch lo...

wakaka...

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Monday....

today mostly at house doing nothing...

see movie...

name is "House of Greed"

tvb movie...quite interesting..can see a lot of different type of ppl in one family..

hahaha...

nearly evening...

wait dad back..

than we go penang...

for my last day of toastmaster...

oh ya..

we eat at e-gate near tasco

haha...veitnam restaurant


food not bad

but i just dont like all those herbs taste

even the plan water got some pandan smell

my god

the cost of our dinner around hm... 80rm

i think is ok lo...i dont really enjoy the dinner lo

haha...

than i go do my project 10 at the toastmaster place.

quite ok lo...enjoy..nv get scolding

wakakaka

tht all la...

tired d

wanna pack my bag

wanna go back already

to my second home..

love it...

3 more day than can see dear dear nicky...

just when at toastmaster see until a gurl name TOH

i was like..

wow...haha

tht the initial of my dear dear...

wakaka


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today special....

today wht special le...nothing mch..wake up quite early...go penang crytal point and take back my laptop...lucky ok already...haha
oh not still cant online i cant die...wht is the cause?? bored to death...hahawent and do hair treatment after that...quite surprise she let lo...hahahaha
when i do she pula SHOPPING...usual la...say buy thing for me...but actually is shop for herself
after that KFC time...yummy...eat the chicken rice combo thing...damn nice...very salty lo for me...to let u all no..i love salty food...but this is way to salty for my taste...blek...destroy the taste already...than go back enjoy the food and c tv the whole daynight le....blog lohahaupload pic so long..below are my class pic...i miss my class

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Permatang Rawa

haha..this is maybe one of the happy daysbecause that my secondary school..in sch for 5 years sure got feeling one lasome more..friend are there...i went back there... all my form 5 friend now also study in form 6my ex stil there..i saw his gurl...is ok...nice looking also...honest type..at lease nowhe find a better one....better than me of course,,now i also find someone better already....haha...that is mt dear dear...nicky t**..of course the name i change already la...i really very happy

all my friend are there...i surprise them

they cant recognise me

say i change...curious where i change....is fat or wht le..some say my hairstyle...some say my dressing and bla bla

at lease none of them say is FAT...or not i die la...haha

teacher are fun lo....still like normal with me...but they will keep asking me how is anne

anne is my secondary best friend...we lost contact once we finish Spm and when i go over to Switzerland...really miss those days we are friend...even thought we will fight but our friendship are still the same.now she is in sungai petani study...very piss because she nv tell me by mail..but after thinking le...maybe because she got some reason lo..hope no matter wht she do...i will support her as her friend...

ANNE PETER, Friendship forever....BFF....

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Laptop crash

so long never update already...firstly...laptop cant on...no display at screen..i worry like shitso scared cant on...if cant than i die lo...have to buy another laptop...and also le... the HP CARE PACK thing is the exended waranttyscare me like shit...i thought is to register the laptop one..hahaso went and service at HP office at Crystal Point...near queenbaythey say motherboard problem..lucky can service...very lucky

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IntEl...

today for my toastmaster i went to intel and present..it was such a hude factory...they name all the 3 building KM1, KM2, and KM3i went to the KM3 thing...my god...we have to walk pass to the security scan thing like in the airport...so scary....suddenly i hear a beeping one....i thought i kena loteri already...mana tahu the guard say :"jalan je...tak apa punya"i meet a guy there mr chan....quite old looking lahe guide me and my mom around the building and intro us to the other memberhe brought us to the cafeteria for lunch...and from that momment onward, my life change...well not much la...jt a expression only...wakakathe cafeteria is huge...of course la...cater for 3000 over worker ma...some more raining and huel price increaseso alot ppl eat inside...damn it was so crowded...like penjara feeling...y?? cause everyone is like lining up when buying food... penjara feeling...dont really have the mood to eat...nervous lo...and in a new ENVIRONMENT...after eating we went to the conference room....damn...there have a lot of conference room...can say more than 30 rooms there..god know wht they use it for...wakaka....the ppl they are friendly at first...but i still have the feeling they dont really care about me not like the rest of the clubi started my speech and was scared...it was cold la...from the place i stand...under the air condition ma...when i get my evaluation...bad lo i can say...not as wht i espected...they say this and that...make me so sadthan when mr chan inform them about me going back there in 2 weeks time and have to finish the course be4 23th tht timeone of the people just say with a envy and hatred tone:"rushing no use one...must have QUALITY, finish it in time but NO QUALITY wht the point.."i was shocked...such a person...come on...give me a break...i am new here...need time k...not that u r friedly...if friendly i am still ok...but with a person like u there wht mood also none...i cant believe i am going to meet him next week same day and time also...argh....after that, i leave intel with mom..going to Lunas and buy duck...nth much to talk...my mom no why...she also quite labut ater a while she keep on talking and critic me lo...usual la..i HATE it when she does it...ARGH....the duck is nice...ate it for dinner...nth much to blog..no mood today...

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Toastmaster phobia....

just finish meeting with toastmaster only

i dont no why this few days

i hate going there...

maybe because the tight scdule i got or smth....

everytime i present i sure will scare

the stare people give me...

but i dont no...i alwaysa cant get use to be in a new environment

i am shy with new people...but i love attention...

that why i a bit confuse..

when i am with my friend and also in a new environment i wont be nervous or wht ever...

i dont no la...i bet u also dont no wht i trying to say la..

jt got 2 email from dear dear so happy nia

posting it now

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Hello darling,

Bad part

Now im offline typing this email haha..save credit..stupid receptionist..anyway bear with it for awhile..cause by next month i wont need the net anymore..cause my roommate say swiss call swiss is like 80 cents swiss francs for 1 hour..cheap hor haha..can hear your voice everyday..can talk to you everyday..so just bear with it for now..And just now i sent you an email hor..that one i didnt really type what i wanted to say cause i was typing it online..anyway ..today i cut my hand agaun..as usual..and if im not mistaken the stupid chef call me idiot..cause he ask me to take something..i dont understand cause his english SUCKS ..then he call me idiot..fucking stupid la..he cant even speak properly and he expect people to understand..zzz..somemore he tell me the german name for the thing..how the hell would i know what is what..not like im a german or something..somemore im in a foreign place..not like i live here..he cant expect me to understand his rubbish english + pronounciation..well anyway dun bother bout that idiot.

Good part

Dear..to me you are also the most important one in my life..wherever i go i keep thinknig about you..even when im cutting i think about you..i dont really know what i have done in the past life to get a perfect girl like you..but oh well ..i wont waste this opportunity..i will treasure you for the rest of my life..you are more precious than anything else in the world to me..finding a girl like you is like finding a grain of rice in the pacific ocean..its nearly impossible..thats why i am really thankful that i have you as my gal..maybe sometimes i do say some things that make u sad hor..and maybe sometimes i do get angry..but you should know why le..i love you too much until im hurt by some things that you do..but basically it wont change the fact..the fact that i love you and i will never leave you forever..what i really want in the future is that...both of us..living happily together..have our own family..every morning ..the moment i open my eyes..the first thing that i would see is you..and the last thing i would see before i sleep is also you..i want to get through all the problems in life with you..share sad and happy moments with you..i want to be able to take care of you when you're sick..not like now i cant do nuts here..spend all my free time with you..go on vacations together..live forever together..my friend told me before..you will notice it when you have the right one..people can have many bf's or gf's but when they actually find the right one they would notice it right away..well..i never had a gf before haha..but yea i know very very well that you are the right one for me..its like i am familiar with you..knew you for a long time already..ok la i dont know you for a long time but i think you should know what i mean.and when i met your parents..i didnt feel that embarrased..usually i would feel dam embarrased..cause as you know im the quiet and shy type..it feels as though we are one family like that haha.i just hope that you wont leave me and we could live together forever..ok le its kinda long..i'll type again tomorrow or something haha.Later you lazy to read @.@ Take care dear dear..Love you always...dont kao guys o !

From Happy nic


forget to say....i wear the necklace dear and i bought in Zermatt... for confidence....the end nearly fail...haha i so scare only.... haha mr bernard also there...he try to calm me down by talking about my life over there.... he is quite friendly i think...but still dont talk to him much...not familiar... and not interested to no him...cause of... dear dear dont no why...now i see guys all also no feeling d...even leng cai...a good sign for dear dear haha

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Pasific outing...

actually i am very tired one...

lack of sleep this few days...

but still wake me up....u should no who la...

my mom lo...

swt right??

finally wake up...argh... but my eye still half close lo...

who cares...

today no mood to do much make-up..

just put some lip gross and than some mascara nia...

normally put more lo...so long never use my concealer, eye liner and many more....

only no how to buy...

but this few days i got the feeling of wanna buy a lot of make up things.

lucky always go out with mom...or not le...sure buy until broke...

always buy than never use one..

saw a magazine just now... got thing attract me...

name is Beautilious or smth.. i totally forget...the name la...

quite nice...sell in Watson...that for sure..but le...i never went...

after pasific outing...we went to carrefour...

as usual the subsidy thing...the petrol lo...

rm625 i think...waited for some time

during that time i went and eat KFC as my lunch

yummy yummy...lot of m***y there...all also eat KFC

all rich nia...beh siok lo...

y they so rich one le?? nth to say.... sensitive

only eat the chiken rice combo thing...name also forget..no mood to remember

than Arthur call...spoilt my mood nia...

well...Arthur is my manager...he arrange all my activity for me...

in Toastmaster...i really hate joining that club..

mom force... about speech and presentation...

one sentence to say :" NO matter how many course u let me go mom, i will still be the same...SHY."

he arrange a lot of places for me to go...

to do my presentation...got 10 project to do...now i finish only project number 2..

2 week later i will be gone..so have to rush already...

next week all pack...i heard he say mon, tues, wed, thur and sat also got

tense...welll that my manager...

i believe he is quite piss lo...so big already dont no how to arrange meeting or anything...

haha...because all this thing is own self do one...own self arrange

i pula...need him to arrange...i also dont have to prepare my speech...

all also about my life in SHMS nia...

Dear Dear cant online now...the hotel he is working with problem...

got problem with their modem..so he cnt on...

so many problem...

HATE>..

wanna go back there as soon as possible...

swear i wont come back too long next time...if there is a next time...

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Shopping spree at QUEENBAY!!!!

sometime i just hate shopping with my parent..

not that it is not fun or anything...

but it is just so tiring

i nearly walk the whole qb(short form for queenbay)

but i just dont enjoy it..

maybe my heart is somewhere else

i just admit it...ok....it is...some where far from here...at SWiss

i walk nearly like 1 hour before eating my lunch

dad dont have the mood to follow us..

so he just read newspaper at the banch

he always does that...he dont enjoy shopping that for sure...

poor him....

after some window shopping..

we went to Dragon-i and eat

i personally want to go to the toilet theme restaurant...

but mom say nothing special and go try the food in Dragon-i

after seeing the menu... we order xiao long bao( small pao), fried rice(dad), sichuan style la mian with pork ribs(me) and mom i forget

but look like rice with some chicken...

mom piss off with dad...come this place and eat this...even me also can cook that

during tht time i critisize their serving technique and table setting...mom got piss off and nearly call me shut up

haha...hungry wht...

we spend nealy rm90 over there...mom hv nth to say... i keep on tell her should take tht money and go "toilet" eat...worth it..

than we went in to every shoe shop and check out the shoe

the shoe i saw last time in stefeno dont have...

last time when i am in sunway carnival..the sales personnel say qb got...should try there

now i am in qb...dont hv...i nearlly cry on the spot...

lucky finally i found one in Bright...

damn nice...i like the design...

the sales personnel took it for me... dont even no it exist....lucky i saw it....i try afew size and bought it...

haha.... mom was relieved i found my size...

i keep telling her:" why on earth...so many ppl have a size 5 feet... why always the design n cutting i like sure no my size..'

mom always just keep quiet...as u no... i am haha...picky...very PICKY...

finally bought it for around rm60 smth...

when and bought some hairband and a i dont no how to call tht

false hair maybe...

it is like a few strain of hair in a few high-light colour...

mom force me too...buy...

haha

after that we went back home...

dont ask...

i sleep all the way like a pig...hearing LOW...sang by t-pain..

haha


damn nice

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Son in law...

mom this few day keep buying thing for nic...

keep asking:"nic got this...nicholas got that.."

some time i damn jelous...

haha

today she just bought some seafood for him...

i will just write down all this while what she bought for him:

1 packet of chilli ikan bilis

1 packet if chilli dried sotong

a few packet of noodle

that all i remember

the rest i will update soon when i remember...

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My family tree....

My family tree.. not my family...

the family i got or so call form with my dear dear...

So this the family tree of Nicholas and Andrea..

we have like 2 son and 1 daughter....clever right??

oh like 2 months and a few weeks together we got so many baby alreadywakaka...

dont be jelous...find your own one la...

Let me intro our first son...

Name : Snowie Toh

Birthplace: Switzerland...more accurate... Montreux

Age : Few months

Type : Dog(husky)

Atitute : Blur blur...like to sniff the phone...like to sleep... currently staying with dad..

Our second son...

Name : No-eye Toh

Birthplace: Malaysia...Kuala lumpur...

Age : Nearly a month

Type : Brown bear bear

Attitute : Naughtly...cheeky... love dressing up and hugging mother...grandmother fav. grandchild(because she only seen him before and not the rest)..currently staying with mom...

Our smallest daughter...

Name : Fluffy Toh

Birthplace: Malaysia...Kuala Lumpur

Age : Nearly a month

Type : Messy bear bear

Attitue : Messy...hate combing hair... tough...sleep a lot...living in the house of dad..

~That our story....i mean FAMILY TREE~~

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Nic first day of work....

haha...
he work from 9am to 2pm...
of course is swiss time...
.he work as a kitchen personnel...
maybe a chef assistance...
i bet he sure very cute...
haha..with those oversize chef cloth...
cant wait to see...
really miss him...
he just tell me that he hurt his finger while cutting tomato..reason???
miss me...sweet....""""
but very happy...because it is me who he miss..
haha hapi hapy happy...haha too happy until dont no wht to say...wakaka

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MENU that me and dear invent...

haha...jt now when me and nic talk that time...suddenly we start creating our menu....haha...so sweet...it is as below:

MENU FOR LOVER:

STARTER:
Noodle in the train

MAIN COURSE:
Enjoy in the room

DESSERT:
Thing on the lit

* All this are in code....*
*ONLY ME AND NIC KNOW*
haha...dont ask ok..hahaha

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Dear 2nd love LETTER....

Dear,I am starting to miss you although you've been gone for a few minutes only...Really hope i can get through this without a problem and i hope time flies for now and slows down again when you're here..Man dam sad le.. You're my first gal and the sad thing is we've been together for 2 months only but we have to go through a long distance relationship already..and you know what..long distance sucks haha..we have to go through 6 months..after this 6 months ..heaven haha..anyway just want to let you know..you're the first gal i got and i really want to treasure you..i love you soo much..more than anything..ANYTHING..in the universe..And one more thing..Im really glad and thankful that i was able to get aa wonderful and sweet person like you as my girlfriend..I always try to do things to make you happy..but so far everything failed haha..But its ok..its not the end yet..we still have a lot of time to understand and learn more about each other.. love you darling !
Nic ~

**wow....copy right again....dear dear wont mind at all one**
**dear dear is the best...**
**love my dear dear o**
**no one will break us up one**
**MUAKZ....MUAKZ....MUAKZ**

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Nic emAil to me...

Helllo Dear dear,

Yea i felt the same also. The moment we hung up at Singapore airport i kept thinking about you non stop.. When i walk my

head was always looking down cause i was thinking about you haha. I dont even know what was happening around

me..Actually from the time i left the house i kept thinking bout you..And on the plane..Although i had 3 seats to myself..I

didnt really feel happy..Wanna know why ? Cause you were not there..I couldnt even sleep..Last time got 2 seat to sleep

on..that time when go back with you..i can sleep so soundly..but now got 3 seats also cant sleep..And on the plane..i kept

thinking about you during the whole flight..Even when i am here now..I wanted to call you on the plane..Wanted to hear your

voice..Cause i saw the plane phone..use credit card and can call anywhere..but i dont have a credit card -.- only have a

debit card =( You are really important to me..Im sorry for everything i've done..i hope you will forgive me..without you i dont

have the courage to go on..its as if i feel like just breaking down and cry..i've never felt this sad before..i am really really

addicted to you.. you are part of my heart..thats why when i left its as if my heart was torn apart..you know..you are

my FIRST love..and the LAST..i want to be with you forever..even till the day both of us leaves this world..i want to be there

for you..to love you..to help you whenever you have any problems..and spend the rest of my life by your side..miss you...

Nic...


**COPY FROM THAT EMAIL....DAMN SWEET.....**

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