Happy New Year!!

Happy new year

and

May all ur wishes come true!!

to those who are currently dating now(cherrie,shi yun,rie,kah seing and many more to go..of course that include urs truely...) hope u and ur partner are as loving as a love birds and hope he or she is ur other half for the rest of ur self...

to those who are currently going to have their major exam(those who are in Spm and STPM)dont give up...work hard...study is hard but ur future is harder....choose wisely and u will not regret....hope u all can go into the stream and uni or college u all wanted or choose....may GOD bless u all...

to those who are going to study oversea(as far as i no cherrie u are the one i am meaning) no matter how hard is it over there...whether is study or life coping over there...i hope u wont forget us,ur friend who will be there for u,your boyfriend,your family and many more...hope u have fun over there...and dont forget to get me some sovenir thought....haha^^

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Monday outing....ALONE!!

wake up at 12pm

so tired..

wash face change than i go out to baden..

went to western union to pay the money for the thing i bought...

hope i can get it soon...YIPEE....*cross finger behind my back*

than walk around Baden...nth to do

c a lot of sales here and there...many nice thing to buy...

keep controlling myself...

so hard...

went to Burgerking and hv my lunch...

eat the cranberry King XXL burger...

nice...the sauce taste like chilli sauce...

next time going to try the taijun sauce one...

haha^^

came back than online

oh ya

i just edit a few picture online...

i hope is nice lo...

here goes:

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Bak to work...

Yup

today back to work already...

cant believe today customer not a lot..

hm...

good news...wakakakaka!!!!!!!!!

i thought sure a lot people one mana tahu a bit nia

wakakaka............

just now 10pm like that finish work...

the bitch said...u finish work...

i straight cabut...

haha...of course la...if go later sure die one...

just now sifu cook westerm food for us...

we eat pork chop,steam prawns and some sauce...

yummy....

so long never eat proper food...

miss sifu food...

i dont hate sifu...he is good people..

he is good to dear also.

he cooking also not bad...some of his cooking i like a lot...

hope i can learn how to cook the dishes i like to eat...

wakaka

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Boring....^^

nth to do...

whole day is chatting...

see movie...

eat eat...lying down

war... so enjoy lo..no work for the 2nd day..

yipee...but bored lo.those movie i see...even thought is comedy or smth..

but dont no why i cant laught out...just giggle tht all...

weird...wht the difference right??giggle and laught??

big difference..

i just eat this cookie just now...

fucking nice...



than le..i start camwhoring in the room..

spend time with mua cam lo...







haha...

i no..

i like to camwhore now..

wakaka

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Merry christmas!!!

sorry for the delay..

haha...

this few day no mood to blog...

guess whaT??

i got one swollen eye...

my right eye is swollen...haha...

my christmas present.... from myself...

haha...

today nth much..

sleep till like 12pm...wake up..

see till room messy messy....

than clean...

dear sms me....

than online...

than listen music...watch some movie...lying around...

hungry now..

i nv really eat lunch...just a few biscuit only...

the boss now i guess is "hot potting" now..

who care...

i now going to make my own... hot pot...

hm...

realise nt much ingredient...

swt ^^"""

so i guess this hot pot also nt very proud of...

i decide to give myself a birthday present...

wht that le???

a handbag lo for myself...for my first paid intenship... using my own hard earn money..





is a JUICY COUTURE handbag...

the colour that i wanted to buy is not like that..i lazy to find...so i just post of the colour here....

i love it...the colour tht i am going to buy...

so girly and princessy...

i memang like pink and girly thing....

haha ^^

hope i can see it soon and use it...

i promise no more shopping anymore...

haha...

no more addicted to online shopping...

i not shop a lot la..

is see a lot...than keep load those pic and say i wan i wan...

nw got a bunch i wan...but lucky i only choose tht bag...

wasai...save lo...

cherrie, going to aus soon..
must work hard ok?? love u always
even thought i no u for like a
year but u r one of my best
buddies... GAMBATEH!!!

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SOrry....tired...lost...

long never blog already...

no mood...

really no mood...

sorry...

really no mood to chat,no mood to do anything...

just feel so lost...

dont no what to do...

really dont no...

feel like quit everything and lost of this world...

like tht no ppl can find me...

and wont give ppl pain and suffer...

change name..change apperiance...change everthing...

run away from everthing that owned...

just run away and hide...

hw i hope i can do that...

run...

run....

run.....

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Attracted with it...my god..

i window shopping with just..

guess what i found...

i found the necklace and bracelet i been looking for ages...

is in ebay...and they are selling it there..

i found it in ebay from msia, Uk and switzerland...

i wanted to get it...but i just dont no how to use it..argh...

here are the pic:





and this one...i thought they never sell it... my god...argh!!!







yup...the first one is from stairway from heaven...that necklace...i found it on ebay...yipee... i dont no why i love tht necklace a lot...

the bracelet...is from my lucky star...a taiwan drama...i seen last year...acted by a cutie jimmy lin...love tht bracelet...somnus...is the name...i love it...i saw that star thing in a shop in switzerland...but the design everthing is different..only the star look the same...

i love both of it...bt i dont no how to use ebay thing...cant fucking understand the language that is in ebay switzerland...dang!!!

love them...isnt those thing nice

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Disgusting bastard

not tht i wan to swear ok...

just that i name my boss husband bastard...

read my past blog u will understand more..

just now smeht disgusting happen in front of me...

the bastard finish preparing the roasted duck and i serve it to table number 4

he than throw the duck bone into the dustbin...common sense right??

than got a order...starter is a duck soup...

guess what...ewww...

he went to the bin and pick up the duck bone and pluck out those remaining duck meat... clean it a bit...slice off smth...and put it in the soups..

i saw ut with my eyes...it happen right in front of me...

god...i hope tht person who drank the soup feel sick.. and sue him..

so that he restaurant close down...damn bad right me??

haha...serve him good if tht really happen..

today so fucking busy...table 1 to table 16 all reserved...

damn tired weh..

and sleepy now...

k la...finih blog d ..

wanna zz...

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fUcking bad luck

work was like normal...

just now start work at 5pm...

than around 6 smth like tht

a couple come...

than later the reserved table come...3 people

they eat menu 1(cost 50fr=rm150 per head) and they open a wine which cost around 60over franc...one of the expensive one... 1990 wine..red wine...name is call Pommard

after that no people come lo...

so the boss was like:" april u go la...u finish early.."

that time what time 8pm...i was like wtf..straight no mood straight angry..

the boss feel until than tell me:"u rmb last time u off at 8pm also..so now her turn"

my ass o...she own self say one... tuesday she off early..she say next time my turn ma..now is my turn la...but le she still let that april girl go first...

fucking bitch weh...

than come like 3 more table...one 2 person and two 3 person tables...

got one table 3 person one..indian people

they come in than the father(old man) very bad mood...never smile at all..after i take order like 5 min later...i walk past that table...he straight ask me in an unpoite tone:" is it done yet...can serve?" i told him no..not that fast...he straight stare back and the face as black as arang....as thought he is not dark enought...

than when i serve them main course..he le.. drop the food on the table..than keep staring at me..as thought is me who drop it or smth...weird old fella...after he finish his main course...he straight ask for the bill i havent even clean those dirty plate from the table yet...rushing

another bad news..i sms my dear tht time the bitch saw...scold me like shit weh...scold and nag.. come on la...what so big deal..u always also do thing tht piss me off la...i cant do smth to reduce my stree or smth ar??plus...i sms my dear wht u lose.. nth to do tht time..wht the big deal..u also suft the fucking net tht time la... dont say till like there is a million table for me to serve and i never do nuts la...aunty...fucking stupid...

all cause of this..this scold me till the last customer leave..than i hv to finish up cleaning the table n cups..than finish work..tht time around 10.35 like tht...dear dear wait very long for me..mysia tht time is 5 smth am...he wait so long..than he angry..sorry lo..dear

je suis desolee..
i am sorry..
dui bu qi..
minta maaf...

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To mUa d3aReSt....

this entry is for my boyfriend...

nicholas,

cant believe so fast lo...lets calculate how long we beem together le..
*counting*
..
...
....
.....
......

8 month already lo

beat down some of my previous boyfriend record..

i dont no why...the first time i see u..in KLIA..i got the feeling that... he is the guy..

that time i just tell myself.. coming to a new place..meeting new people..sure got this kind of feeling..plus...we only chat on sms...dont simply think...

till mahfuz joke with us...we sure together one...i dont no why...cause he told me...he got the feeling we will be together... and he is sure about that... that time i just tell him...no way...we are just friends...tht time i forget wht is his reply..but i no is smth to do with a NO word...

8 months together...been throught many up and down..sometime when is down...it seem like it will never end... those sad momment...is always there...i cant see any bright light... but le when talk about happy momment or when at those happy momment...walao... freaking happy...is like being with ur best buddies on a night out.. or eating something that u havent eat a freaking long time... or doind something u enjoy doing...

i just dont no how to say it..but now i feel like i am staying in a house full of happyness...candy... pink stuff happy thing....thing that i like are all surrounding me..i no la..i now a but keterlaluan in my word...cant stop a girl from being happy and use this kind of words to express it out what...deal with it...

in conclusion..even thought i dont no how long more can we be together.... or what so ever..i dont care...as long as can be with ther person i love the most..that is the most important thing in my life....

everyone born to this world is to find the other half... just imagine how many ZILLION people in this planet....how can u find ur other half...she or he may or may not be in the place u r in... some people use half of their life to search for them some of them use their whole life but still cant find their soul mate...some people dont even no whether the people they are with now are their eternal soul mate or not... haih...so confusing... lucky i found mine... and i hope this soul mate will always be with me.. no matter what...

NICHOLAS, mua love u...

thou shall love u always..
thou shall not leave u no matter what
thou shall never make u unhappy
thou shall bring u happyness...

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Thurday...

today work like usual lo...

got some people reserved..

got a table for 6 and a table for 2 and a table for 5...

those reserved one le are:

~6 people( Cable brugg people)
~2 people (Baden Kanton bank) i dnt no how to spell the bank name
~5 people (ABB)

than those normal guest lo...

one person come than got couple got old people...

serve them like that lo..nothing much change..

than le

the bank people talk to me...

they say smth in german(mua german is limited...sdn bhd)..i dont no nuts so i just smile back lo..

than i think they felt my uneasy...than talk to me in english

they said :" i would like to have the bills please...and can u giv my business card to ur boss.."

i was like:"ok..sure....thanks..."

got one more table they keep staring at me.... and than they ask me to giv them one cup of espresso and one cup of coffee lo.. 2 women

than one of them ask...:" are u the boss daughter...so hardworking help ur mother...is that ur sister too??"

i was like:"no way...i am just a student working here..."

she went proof* red....than appologize..

this is not the first time anyway...

wakaka!!!!!

than after work..

nothing much happen lo

do laudry chat...listen music...online shopping lo

wakaka

and now lo...

blogging

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Never been so happy before...

nowadays keep chatting with dear dear...

on skype..can see until him make me happy a lot..

now even thought work also will smile

he le some more make the love symbol thing..

how to say le..

u use the symbol to form a love shape..

i tried so many time but fail to do it

when send le...all crumple up...so sad

dear some more laught at me....

see so bad hor...

haha

just now the boss tell me...

:"now le...u and april take turn finish work early..i will giv both of u tips...that day we not fight meh..i not say not giving her tips meh..since she complaint she always off late..not long after that she appologize to me...she say sorry...so i ma dont wanna kira with her d since she appologize.."

everything also she say...wanna kira also she say...now dont wanna kira pula...

so sui...

tips hv to split with her...

or not i can get her part also...

argh!!!!!!!!

i no dont be greedy ma..

but is not fair..

one sorry only than everything settle...

so unfair

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Monday morning...

just finish eating apple...

freshly bought this morning at Manor..

this morning went to baden to walk...just walk walk lo...

bought 3 apple cost me around 1.45franc like that...

than not far away i saw this..lychee




i never eat fresh lychee for a long long lonnnnnnnnng time

so bought around 12 like that

guess how much it cost me?? 1 franc.which is msian rm3..

cheap right..i wan to buy more...but scare i cant finish than spoilt..

after that i buy burger king...that for lunch

than come back lo..

eat finish burger king le..play GTA for while...

than see drama.... moonlight resonance... very nice...

this moonlight resonance very hit in hong kong..

very high viewer in hong kong... beat down da chang jin(jewel in the place) rate..

geng le...

so morning wake up at 12pm...

wash face lo...than le

i use the new eye liner i bought lo...from Lancome




since bought till now never use before...

the new lancome eye liner is nice...just like ordinary one...but i dont no why i quite like it..

smooth...

but not water proof lo...never mind...

dont no why this few day i keep got the urge to get contact lens..

not that i need it..i just wan to get one that have colour

so look cool....

childish right...haha..i no...

hehe

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WeiRdo...

weird..

remember that i said that there is this cold war betweem April and the bitch

just now morning...April the mood is the same lo..

than she saw the bitch...she greet her morning...

and the bitch answer back...

since than...

they like back to normal

talk like friends

eh...

my theory yesterday also true ok...

at lease a 80%

they memang friend back

but not as friend as last time

the tone they talk lo... not tht close

but what i nenver thought of is so fast...

yesterday they fight today so fast ok...

weird...

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Let the cold war begin...

the war between april and the bitch begin...

today as u all no...

is sat...half day lo...

and le..

the bitch le...so dendam punya orang sure rmb wht happen one ma...

so when she say thing like to april when ask her thing or smth..

everything also sound so FAKE and like got other meaning one lo..

than the coolest thign happen.... april cant take any of her fake words anymore and than exploded

like volcano like tht...

KA BOOM !!!

shouted back to the bitch..

so off the cat fight begin...

not even the bastard wan to interfere..

well they argue a lot lo...

all those past incident alo they bring back and talk.

sure also got mention what happen yesterday also lo...

than le... april say this sentence that make me one to salut her...

:" u got think bout ur own mistake or not...u think and see la...ur personality...ur attitute and everything...u think everyone also like meh...how many ppl leave this place already...phobe(nt sure is it like that spell or not...but is a senior of my sch..heard that she hate the bitch) and nok wen(my ex partner..) and a few more names which i dont no lo...they leave also cause they dont like this place...did u ever think?"


of course the answer is no la..

i forget what the boss asnwer back her lo...but the answer is no..and is liek not her prob..cause she is the fucking blood sucking boss..

than what happen after that i not sure...i went and eat my dinner lo...

than when i come out i cant find april i thought that she not working like yday lo..

than she appear...she came down....

eye red...sign of crying

she bring down her phone too...show that she find her boy lo throught phone i guess..

cut short..the bitch le...lose her helpful assistant lo...

ma keep calling me..do this n that..as in

mei leng...help me take wine from cellar...

go see they ready tak order or not bla bla bla...

hate it...

than around 10pm...she ask me call april finish work

than i was like than me...

than she say:" april always complaint ma...she always cant leave early..u get to leave early cause u dont hv tips...but she got tips she wan to leave early like u..how can...not fair la like that..."

a bit agree la...i korban my tips for finish work punctual..

but april wan finish work punctual and tips... how can...not fair la

than boss was like...now on u finish work late..than u got tips get...

i was like:"everyday...??"

than she was like:"ya..they go early u ma can off early...depend lo..but sure got tips one...and we take turn lo..today u stay back tmr i stay lo..and that last table that u serve u take all the tips lo..."

now i am thinking lo...

off early or tips..

money memang important to me...

since now everything is so expensive..

plus work till end of jan no more d ma...

so tahan only lo..

every day the tips kumpul up also dont no how much la..by end of the month...

tahan only lo...

today also finish work at 10.45 like that..

i tahan cause of the tips...

there are a few sentences i like from what they argue just now...

this is what april said

:"tips is customer give one...cause they appreciate us...and they giv it willingly...so we got the right to get it...cause is for us..cause we work for it.."

:"people also got mood one..just cause u are boss u can just said what u wan...we also human...got feeling..we will feel hurt,angry... we never show it out doesnt mean we are not piss off"

:"showing temper is not us not being profesional...is us showing our rage and anger.. a profesional person also have feeling and emotion..doesn mean anything also can keep in the heart...they also will say it out..."


even thought now i no i am stuck in between 2 people..and i really dont no what to do...of course this is a good thing to me...cause well...they not good friend anymore...so of course good for me..but i dont no why i feel scare...scare that they will lepas geram on me....haha..i also dont no what i wan to say..

but really scare lo...

i no even thought this time they can be back like normal...they cant be like last time so close...cause there is this mark on them...they can never be so close again...since the boss personality is like that...

haha

good for the bitch... balas dendam already...

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Lazy to blog

just wake up...

yesterday the bitch is fucking angry

cause of april..

this is wht happen...

april was taking order at table number 3

than the bitch run to me and ask :"got people come in is it?"

than i say:" no...u mean just tht...just now got people come in and sit at table num 3.."

she say:"not that....just only...got or not"

than i say:" nope...."

than she scolded me:"u peka one ar??i can hear u cant hear..."

than april walk past..

she tell her what happen

than april say:" if really got people come in, that people come in long time ago already la..since no people that mean no people open door la.."

the boss was mad and ans her:"what happen to u...why u help her to talk???"

april just walk away and serve table num 3 than back to where i am standing with the boss

but her back was facing us...

SUDDENLY...

the boss shouted:"since u so bad mood..u off now...no need to work..this kind of attitute i dont need u to work....GO BACK NOW..."

than off she go lo..

15 min later the bitch ask me to tell her that today she take half day..minus from her salary..plus a few more day when she is sick and birthday..something like that

than when the sifu ask what happen she repeated everything that happen and added this..

:"so easy than muka hitam...dont no for what..outside that one(which is me) say or scold her also like that la...nth happen..."

and a few more lo...

i dont no what that mean la...

but i dont even care whether she wanna scold me or not...

if she scold me

good la

she high blood not me...

wakaka!!!

die faster...

so bad hor...k la...

ciao

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Happy day...

today get to talk to dear...

so happy...

so long never chat already...

we talk for an hour like that...

during this hour time pass so fast

i thought we only chat for like half an hour

mana tahu is like one hour..

cant believe huh...

work just like usual...nth much...

i really hope can go back to school as soon as possible lo...

can see dear...

have fun all this...

so cool...isnt it...

hm...

nth much to blog about...

xmas coming soon..

plan to do one on one steamboat lo

with who??

dear...

hw to do steamboat like tht...

ahha


i do..i eat

he see and drool...

haha

cause here night time...

my dinner loo

haha

yummy

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NOthing in good

nothing is good...

work so so lo...

just now 8 smth like tht finish work...

dont no why...

bastard say:"mei lin(that how he call me) since nth to do..giv u go first.... no use so many people here"

i was shocked...but still cabut lo...

my sis send me a mail too...

got the gift she bought for me....from Japan...

the clover leaf and the thing u put ur wish inside one

here the pic..oh ya the name is call good luck charm..

but my sis get me this...the relationship charm...hope it works..



got the red one...i thought is a pair wan giv the blue one to dear

manatahu one only...nv mind lo...sorry dear cant giv u

the bitch call me to peel carrot in kitchen...

she say smth...ask the one who so like to work in the kitchen and peel lo

than dont no who answer smth bad....than she say war...say till like that ar...

than she ask me do the peeling

wanna c i can or not..

mana tahu i do faster than her

she quite some more is fucking clean...no any skin there...

nth much to blog...

sleeping now...

10pm only

i think going to sleep soon...

nv sleep jt now afternoon...

hm... waiting for reply ma...but didnt...nv mind la...

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Room

well...

wake up at 12pm

i was like wow so late ar..

log on to my comp...

than start sms my dear lo till now..

he nv even sleep yet...

kindda hot now..

around 1 or 2 i forget the time

i wanted to cook something....

of course...my handy always available instand noodle...

than got that idea in my head..

"enought of instant noodle...look wht it done to u...go somewhere and get proper food"

so off i go to baden to find some proper food..

but le...hehe

i got mcdonald instead...come on...proper food is hard to get at that time...restaurant are close...resting hours...

yup...is fast food...unhealty..but wht can i do right...poor inten like me..haha

not going to say how much i "saved" a.k.a "spend"

haha...

infinity...

backt to room..

clean up a bit than do laudry

stuck in room for movies...

than cook INSTANT NOODLE again..

haih..

poor me huh..

and now blogging...

guess most monday will be like that...to save money...

good good..

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Sunday night...girl night alone...

i kindda remember what i use to do when my dear is here...

sunday night 10.15pm sit train to luzern...

ya i remember that...

counting the min to reach there..

now since he is back home in msia...

haih...

sunday night is just me alone in the room...

me and mua babies...

i feel cosy in bed with them...

god..

cant wait to grow up...

there is so much to do...

up up and away...

god...

when can i have my first own apartment....

haha...

thinking too much??

i bet i am...

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Best Friend Forever

this message is for my buddies in msia:

Shi Sheong and Phing Phing....

thanks for what u did....eventhought we are far apart...

u really help me a lot...

and i thank you all for this..

Sheong even thought u r busy u still spare some time to chat with me and even ask phing to pei me...

really appreciate it...

Phing and Sheong even thought we are from different school....Phing from convent bukit mertajam a.k.a cbm...Sheong from jit sin high school and me permatang rawa a.k.a power ranger

...when ever i need help...u were there for me.... some of my close friend cant even do that...that the sad part..

thank for being such a friend...i really appreciate u guy...

Phing hope u and ur dear have a smooth relationship...hope u and happy forever dont forget that i will be there for u...just like when i need u...

Sheong...go and get a girl fast! nah...kidding....sail smoothly and u will find the perfect girl... hope ur studies and life is good...dont give up on wht u dream of guy...

Phing and Sheong next year stpm....scare huh....wish u all luck

GAMBATEH!!!

me and sheong...during the end of our malay tuition...funny guy huh...



me,phing(in green) and yun(another best buddy) in queenbay.....i look fat...argh

P/S: THOSE THAT I NEVER MENTION HERE ARE ALSO MY BEST BUDDIES...DONT BE SAD OR ANYTHNG K.. I HAVE TONS OF FRIEND TO WRITE HERE...BUT LACK OF TIME..SO SORRY OK...DONT MIND ME K...

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Serve the royalty...

guess what...

till now i am still in shock

i have been serving a royalty for the second time and i never notice it...

the first time i serve i think was like hm 2 or 3 month ago...

him and his wife and his kids...a boy and a baby(which i dont no whether is a girl or a boy)

today oh ya forget to mention that today is st nicklaus day...

is santa birthday...

yipee...

so practically all people go out and celebrate

there is only 5 people came to my restaurant for dinner..

one is Max Kung and his wife...

he owned a automobile shop... appear in some magazine before... i think he is some big guy or smth...

and the royal family from sri lanka...

at first my collegue april is telling the bitch that prince drink lot of beverage...bla bla bla

than i was curious...is it really a royalty or just some nick name they came up with

so of course i ask..

and guess what...she was like

ya they are royalty...prince of sri lanka that the princess..

and they came here to have dinner and have some discussion with the bastard about some big day they are planning to do in this restaurant next year..

i heard something like a party or dinner for their baby...turning one year old next year at june..

so the prince is inviting around 100 guest to eat here...

and the cost per head is 65franc...

which mean in msian dollar is

65 x 100 = 6500rm

that for what they eat....food only...

beverage is not included yet..

if beverage is included the amount is going to reach around 7000 or more...

how i no so much bout this party thingy...

cause the bastard keep mentioning about it...bragging about it...

"this have been the best business i have ever received this year....hope i can have more of this kind of business..."

haha...

kindda late now..

feeling tired...

tootles..

p/s: sheong and phing and everyone that have help me...thanks for the effort...i really appreciate
it...BFF...

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scared to death

i am scare to death

wake up in the morning and since then never feel good

something happen...

nt going to say wht that...

feel so stress...

no one to tell to.......

but is a good time to learn to be by myself...

learn how to be more independent...

how i hope u r there and none of this had happen...

but ya...

it nv would...

what happen had happen...

at lease u hv ur friends

compared to me...i hv nth....

friend even thought i do hv...are far

wht bout true friends....that i really trust...

too bad...they are in msia...

Preaw my roommate in caux

where are u...

i really miss u...

u are the only friend that i have here that hear to the prob i have...

guide me throught and of course be there for me...

now u r in the us doin ur inten...

email u but u nv reply..

hope there is nth wrong....

hope now i can talk with u....

hm...

i miss u all...

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Working day...boo hoo!!!!

working on monday...

went out to bought food supply for this month

pay insurance...deposit my salary...

buy body cream from a shop...

brand is Louis Widmer.... some swiss brand...

the salesgirl also introduce me to Estee Lauder...

price of course..wala....so never bought that...

but my heart at tht time keep calling me...buy it...Estee Lauder...

nah...save the money for smth else...

today le...

suppose to have 2 reserved table..

1 for 5 person and the other is for 8 person...

well..both also reserved at 7pm..

so we waited...around 7 the 5 person came....some businessman from China again...

yup...guess where are they from...yup u r right... ABB d power station...

they came before...read my previous blog to no more bout them..

we wait till 8 than till 9pm

the 8 person table is still not here..

finally came to the conclusion as... they are not coming.... they pang pui kee...(that in hokkien which mean let go airplane...)

maybe is the wrong day...or they cancel the reservation u forget..

hei bitch and bastard too old to remember the date or smth??

ya right...

tomorrow start work at 10.30am

cause not much people came...as i said only 5 people only

than another 2 people came around 9,30...

so only 7 people came ...

so little people...place is still clean...

not much preparation to do tomorrow...

so that why tomorrow i can work at 10.30am

yipee...

but still cant wait till thurday...

dear...

bet u must be sleeping now when i am blogging....

haha...

my piggy...always call me piggy when i sleep...

nowadays cant really sleep to long...dont no why around 9 or 10 sure wake up...

than force myself to sleep...

hm...

i miss u...

xmas is coming... our first xmas...

but too bad we are far apart...

hate it..but never mind...

cause we r celebrating on9...happy?? guess not

we can only celebrate next year....

but that will be the second xmas...

kindda hate the distance...

last time i always grumble bout the distance of penang and Kl or Brugg and Luzern

now le..

switzerland and malaysia...

the only transport is??

no subway or air asia or bus...

is jumbojet airplane...

dang...

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DAy 7 without u...

today is PAY DAY...

yipee...

officially 2 more month to go...

GAMBATEH....sure can go throught it...

life is usual

work...work.......work

nothing more...

chat with cherrie afternoon tht time...

got the news that she has some issue...

not going to say it...keeping it PRIVATE...

i no cherrie last year from chemistry tuiticn class..

thanks to shi yun thought...

i been hearing a lot of cherrie stuff from shi yun before i met her..

cause cherrie is yun best pal...

after 1 year(heard a lot of her stuff when in form 4) finally meet with her...

cherrie is a lovely person...

great person...kind...lovely...cute....helpful

leng lui...great fashion sense and many more....

oh..i just love that girl

got a boyfriend of 3 years...

going to be 4 years by dec.

some regard to u,cherrie if u are ever reading my blog...

CHERRIE,

no matter what is ur choice..i will respect and give u full support. this are what friend are for...even thought we only met during tuition class but i really treat u, shi yun,joewin, cheng siew,shun jing and many more like my best friend...

follow ur heart...let it guide u...dont be afraid to make mistake...we are born to make mistake....this is how we learn and grow up... this is the process of growing up.. i will support u even thought i am far from u...

good luck in ur decision...

that all folks..

kindda tired here..

wanna sleep....

ciao

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Day 5 without u...:(

friday...

well

i was not working the whole day..yday

so wht happen in the rest i not sure..

this morning came down and work

saw 20 reserved...

i thought just 20 people come and eat...

mana tahu le...

is like bandquet like tht...

those ass people are from CHINA...yup u got me right...

who organised it le..

Asltom(sorry for the wrong spelling...i dont no the right one)

is a power station company.. like ABB like that...

when they come than only april told me...

the bitch also nv tell me anything like i no...

they already prepare the food..sifu is cooking it..

i dont even no what food they serve everything...i no nothing bout this mini banquet

than the bitch was like u come and help me take order for beverages..

than i went lo...when i got the order and prepare to make it...

than she shouted at me...

why u like that...the beer got big bottle one...take that la.. u dont no they everyone pay a certain amount one meh...bla bla bla

i was like...how the fuck i no wor...i dont even no today got MINI BANQUET...

damn her...

than night le...she keep nag nag nag

she le

always say..do thing one people do can already.... no need 2 people do one..

but le whtever thing i wanna do she also try and interfere...

for example.. cleaning those glasses...she will say u go do other thing i do...

than when u do other thing she call u help her arrange thing...than when u arrange thing

she ask u go and serve people...keep snatching wht u doin...

haih..

say something do something...

got 10fr tips from her...

do anyone pity me...how long must i suffer over here...

haih

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Day 4 without u... :(

now hearing music

click flash by Ciara...

i love that music...

have some fashion thing inside....

i got that song from "SEX AND THE CITY: THE MOVIE"



this few day chat with dear dear also not long...

cause he say he hate the keyboard that he is using lo..

that why...plus that comp also no webcam so cant see..

haih...

he say tmr the comp man will come and repair..

so i can c him tomorrow and chat longer...

today not working..

cause monday i work half day..

so the bitch pay back today plus today is my half day

so the whole day free...

nic say that my mom call him...

i was like what the hell...

dont no what they talk....

hope is nothing that bad...

i miss my dear sound...so long never hear d...

sad...

feel like shit...

feel like crying too.... :(

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eat in our restaurant

last wednesday...

me and dear went to have lunch and dinner in our restaurant...

the bitch and april have to serve us...

i kindda like the feeling...

like our dogs(sorry to be an ass...but i really hate her)

she have to force to smile to us...haha :)

skip to the dinner part...

we make reservation for 2 person at 7pm...suppose to be 7.30pm but i say 7pm to april

haha....

got a table and bitch was like what u wanna drink...

we were like thinking than she was like why not drink champagne...free for u all

nic was like i cant drink alcohol...than she tell me:" we got the champagne that taste like lychee remember...no alcohol u want??"

than we were like ok than...off she go to prepare the drink...than we continue looking at the menu

dear with the champagne...cute cute...



me with the champagne....i swallow my lychee....boo hoo!!!!

after that we place our order...

what we ate--->>

Starter:
Gewurz suppe(mix vege soup)
Kaiser rolle(spring roll)

Main Course:
Poulet mit zitrone sauce(chicken with lemon sauce)
Rindflesh mit peking art (beef cook with peking style,sweet sour taste)
Reis gebraten,2 portion (friend rice)

Desert:
Ice cafe
Flambe
Sorbet citron


that what we ate...

the

the blue one is what dear ate..while the pink one is what i ate...

the orange one is share...

after eating the hate part come...

before that she ask me to work on sat...which i say i dont wan

than she say:" u no i can cancel ur holiday one or not...than u hv to work.."

well...that is harass...

than she ask:"u dont wanna work??"

i say :"yup.." than off she walk away..

than i say i wanna pay bill...

total 90smth...

actually is around 100 over...but she say she giv discount and the champagne is free...


so is 90 something...

dear giv her a 1000swiss franc note...not showing off but he need small change

than she say loudly to her husband in cantonese:" you see...her bf try and show off..."

i was like what the hell..like that also cant meh...

actually also wanna show off tht we are not poor too.. but he really need the small change

i told nic bout what she say...

we quite angry...

than left...



nic with ice cafe...funny..



me with my flambe...

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Day 2 without u.. :(

tuesday...

work like usual...

oh ya

did i mention tht today is the bitch bday...

so they went out around 12pm to celebrate..

only me and april working lo...

than night also...

they come back around 9pm like that...

than night cut cake and celebrate...

heard tht next month i dont have to work on xmas..yipeee...

happy happy...

bastard also say that on that day wanna do hot pot.....call all of us to join in..

on that day...xmas...all shop are closee...

nth is open...

got the news from jiang that taiwan jie jie(a student from caux) send her regard for me and nic...

ask us where we work....heard that she plan to visit us during xmas that time...

not sure whether is that real or not...

dear today went out with shaun...

shaun is one of his best friend...

i met with him once...kindda tall and good looking...

nv really talk to him...but heard from dear he is quite a nice guy...

shaun went out with his dad(heard from dear mom)

suppose to come back tomorrow

but change of plan...came back this morning(msian time)

thanks god that shaun came back early...

or not dear would be bored to death at home...

wakaka...

miss u so much...

really can feel the distance between us...



me and our babies(taken with webcam...shitty right??)

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Working Monday....

as u all no

i dont have to work on monday..

but well i dont have a choice cause my boss ask me to work

at first she call sifu(chef) to call me down last night

when i went down she was like :"oh hello...u work tomorrow...change of scedule.. tomorrow 4.30 dont be late.."

than off i go back to my room...

so obviously i never went out.... just stay in my room chat with dear and listen music

dont really have the mood to watch movie thought...

jiang today retake so he went back to school...

april went along...to accompanied him and to visit our sch

since i heard that she never went before...

than the mr and mrs lee also tag along...which i dont no why..

maybe cause they wanna no how CAUX look like...and our school

so early this morning around 6 i think they left...i heard footstep tht time..

someone woke me up...walk like GORRILA.... after that i fall back a sleep

working was normall...just i freaking hell miss the days that nic was here working..

i can see wht he is doing...so sweet...i beat april is fucking jelous...good for her...

i dont like her... kiss in the ass....

oh ya...

i do house keeping today...

and guess what....the guest is a couple..

i actually dont no who stay there...but after i clean the room i was like...wow...

what did i saw?? read on..

i was changing the bed sheet when i saw a plastic wrapper on the bed...

the word was in german so i cant really understand...but the brand was familiar...

i kindda forget where i saw it before...

than i realise that the bed sheey has some stain on it... patches of stain...

like water mark....so i dont really care...maybe they drip something on it..

when i went to the dustbin to throw the wrapper...

guess what i found again..

the same wrapper...and guess how many i found in it??

3 more...

so do the maths... 3+1=4

4 plastic wrapper...

not only do i found plastic wrapper...i also found 4 rubber in it...

yup...u got me right....

condom....i found 4 used condom(i guess..since is open right??)



guess they work pretty hard on..... not getting a baby...

well...

i was disguise with what i found...

i guess i went *proof* bright red...cause i feel my face is kindda hot...

brr...

dont ask me the brand....i forget wht the brand is...

i dont even use it...

i saw they sell it in those vending machine..

every vending machine in swiss do sell condom...

i guess msia have to do the same thing so that the rape case decrease..

and teenage pregnancy also decrease by time to time...

kindda late...

feel like sleep...

ciao...

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I miss you already...

send u off nearly got around 6 hours already....

so miss u la..

chat with ur mom just now...

i think she tried to cheer me up...

and try to confort me since she no that i going to be lonely

i promise my dear dear that i will be strong...

i will continue this intenship to the end...

no matter how much pain and sadness this place will give me...

this place not only giv me sadness and pain..

it also give me some sweet memory and happyness of me and my dear dear

even thought is only for a few weeks...

but i still am happy...

all those good memory will be in my heart forever...

no matter what will happen to us in the future...

i can remember this few months what we have went throught...

i wont forget that...

i love u,Nicholas t** wen h**

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JUST CRIED.... (T-T)

today my dear dear leave this place

swiss

sitting emirates...

i saw him left just now

so sad

i can still imagine him standing at the "point of no return" waving to me...

my god...

i nearly cried

when i walk away...

my tears nearly flow out

but i tahan till come back than cry

haih...

so sad

sad...

sad will end by end of jan...

hope it come soon...

my love...

so long..

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1.50am blogging.....spooky...

guess what...

blogging at early morning again

never sleep yet ma...haha

with dear dear

he also never sleep

chat with mom about something

well..force to take one week off by the boss

dear dear leaving this sunday at 2pm using emirates...

sad nia...

going to be alone

and u no what

the fucking boss cant find someone to work for her this sat

and she wan me to work on sat

i was like wht the hell

dear leaving on sun

dont wan...

but she dont care one..

what to do nw

have to figure out some plan....

haih.........

i hope she just find someone

u no or not le

first wan me holiday

never think of whether sat need me or not...she think she can find till people

but now everyone is busy

so she have to use me....which of course i dont wan la...

she say she will pay me..

but i dont wan

i rather got my holiday...

with dear

she say willing to giv me off early

which also i dont wan....

haha

care her...

thinking of plan to escape her....

help

help

help

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Midnight blog...

currently blogging at 12.31am

boo hoo...

tat scary...

just finish watching "THE EYE" with dear dear

so scary

let u all no...i dont no why this year i so scare of scary movie...

last time not scare one...now scare like shit

dear dear see till half way sleep d

me pula wide awake till the end of the story

till now never sleep yet

cause well...i just eat noodle around 10pm and watch scary movie plus drink tea

so that make me wide awake...

tomorrow onward holiday...

1 week

force to take one week off

yup....kindda happy dont hv to see the fuck face bitches again

but...hmm....sad

cause dear dear say either wed or thurs he will go back...

sad nia...

i think after he go i will spend most of the time in the room alone...

playing game and watching movie since there is nothing much for me to do after he leave...

hope he can stay nia..

haih...

3 days before he is gone....

countdown..

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No Luck...

guess what

i am freaking sad now...

why??

easy...

freaking boss fired nic..

she tell that to me...no..i should say the bitch and the bastard team up and tell me...

i was like freaking sad that time...keep holding back my tears...the end back to room i cry out...

dear dear saw...but very cool than say is ok i knew it..

cause few days before i tell him that the boss look like wanna fire people..

than he guess is him...but i dont no why i tell him dont simply think...

he is leaving this monday...

back to msia...

in this freaking place...leave me alone..

nok wen leave now him...

i realise that whoever stay in that room (nok wen previous room) all also ended leaving..bad luck weh...

why am i always so bad luck...

always experience all this thing..

i fucking hate it weh...

is it part of the plan the boss wanna kenakan me??

if it is so...why find people that is close to me...they are innocent..

i tried to forgive her time after time but she just keep getting my nerve...

i give up on her already....

after my dear dear leave this monday i am going to do my worse..

let her fire me...

or something...this kind of people....

no use be good to her....she wont appreciate one...

all she think is only money...that all...

nothing else

she and her husband...same kind....should die from this world anyway...

haih...

freaking homo sapien...(refering to them not us...)

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Bad luck day....

finish work at 10pm

haha

dear dear waiting for me in the room...

he was quite sad...

chef and the bastard(mr lee) scolded him..

for some reason...

ass hole them la...

oh ya

i nickname the mr and mrs lee as bastard and bitch...

hehe

bad right??who cares...cause they are bad to me and dear dear anyway...

tht bitch never give me my tips...

ass...

she let me off at 10pm..

dont no for wht reason...

maybe wanna take my tips...

haih..

life suck...

reach the room...than saw someone msn me..too bad le... i was working so cant msn him

so sorry ar....haha

guess who??

my secondary school friend...

a funny guy friend...

he now study in kuala lumpur...or selangor i forget jor...bad memory

he is the same club and uniform with me...

Scout and bola baling....

i no him when he is in lower 6 and i in form 4

guess who he is??

yup

jin long.... a.k.a golden dragon(nickname given by me and some friends)

long time never chat already...

haha

Rie i think u remember him right??

haha

that all...

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Blogging

received tips around 14fr from the boss

lucky??

guess not...

why???

she acting ma...

today got 2 student come and interview...

so she wanna act like "I am a good boss" type

so in front of the student ma act lo...

than give me tips lo...but inside le

scold like shit lo...but who cares....

i hope everyday also got student come and interview

so i can everyday received tips

dont have to give that bitch my hard earn tips

wakakka...

she really can received award for her acting

she really can act weh...

last time also con us lo

haha

the end also..wakaka

i accept the job cause desperate

now happy lo

dear dear working with me

no need travel around...

save time

he currently beside me

looking at his download...

all his download also is 99.7% since dont no how long

maybe last night

haha...

me pula... speed slow like kura kura

cant evem load

can also slow like shit...

wakaka

tired

hearing high school musical 3 sound track

i load already the movie....but quality not good and the subtitle also dont no what language so....never see yet

dear dear call me wait...but i desperate...

haha

the end also no mood to see....

haih

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FArewell...NOk wen...

yup

she is nok wen..

the friend and partner in the restaurant

every happy and sad momment i spend it with her

the boss hate us...cause we complaint her

than got one day i say my dear wanna find work

than she ask him to come here for trial

manatahu successful...

is a good thing right

but she wanna kick out nok wen..

reason is...nok wen not happy working here...than why should she stay here...

i agree with the boss

cause who one the friend to feel like shit right

everyday suffer

so in the end sometime i also influence her to leave

so cut the story

she leave

and in caux....our school

staying with friend

and searching for job..

i feel guitly thought

cause i feel is me who send her away

betray her...

dont no why...

sad....

Nok wen...

no matter what...i will support u... be strong....

hope luck is with u...

GAMBATEH!!!!!

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Luck change

yup

my luck change...

guess what...

my dear dear is working here with me

i dont no what make him come here...

he say cause my internet here is freaking fast

and he can load movies games drama freaking fast...

that what he say....i actuallu do believe it...

cause everyday once he wake up he on his laptop and wala...

downloading...

downloading...

downloading...

but i think there is another reason for him to stay here thought...

evil grin appear....

muahaha....

so mostly we cuddle in the room

chat

see movie

fight (yup...we do fight and call each other stupid,crazy,idiot all those stuff..than cold war appear... till someone is ready to appologize lo)

and play play.

so long never blog already

dont no what to say

haih

sad nia...

my dear come but someone have to leave

blog soon

bb

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Tired...

just finish work..

now i feel like in the grown-up world...

everything must take it seriously...

i just cant cope in...

i hate it..

sometime i feel like i dont deserve to be here...

why??

only giv ppl miserable only...

make me sad for nothing.........

but sometime i wonder if i nv come here...

i wont have a chance to meet my dear...

is it luck or faith...

faith can make us separate...

i dont no...

i hate where i am now...

the job...

useless boss...

how i hope i can repeat everything again...

start all over again...

being is parent last time i dont apppreciate..

always think i want freedom, dont want to be pample...

but how..i really confuse..

i got the freedom...and not being pample anymore..

but i dont feel happy...

i only be happy when i am with my dear...that all...

sad la...

i dont even no whether he will accept this job or not...

i no what he is trying to say...

he dont want to work with the people he dont like...

but i want to be selfish... i wan to keep him by myside...

can see him everyday...

but keeping him here may make him unhappy...cause is like forcing him...

i dont want to do that...i want him to stay here cause of me...or other reason...

but mostly is me...

i dont no...

i sick and tired of intenship already..

just hope time fly and i can go back to school with my friends...

i am thinking.....of this problem which i face now a long time....

and guess what...

dont no the answer...all i no is that... i will never find the answer...

i will never get what i want this year..

i dont no whether i can get what i want or not...

god no the answer...

send me some signs....

PLEASE!!!!!

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Backpacker......Day 2

yup


second day of our stay in backpacker

pretty nice place...

the second day was monday....

got up and have some breakfast


go back to room and hang out and chat


later in the afternoon when shopping for food


we saw a ice-cream...damn nice


we buy and try...better than mcd one...


of course not as nice as Movenpick..but consider it price....it is far better than what i ate before..


what we cook le...


i also not sure...too long d...


let me brainstorm myself...


let see...



MENU DU JOUR......(Menu of the DAY) :


~Fried rice (better than the previous day version.....)

~Sweet n sour pork

~ Ham Choy Tong -->that in cantonese (Salted Vegetable soup)



stop laughing

is edible...

if not...i wont be here typing...

will be in hospital...cause of food poisoning...

wakaka...damn bad right??

the sweet n sour pork is the hardest...

cause i forget to get the pineappple thing...

so it was not tht nice..

the pork i cook too long...

become hard...

haha...

paiseh...i forget to take it out...

finally

we finish within hm...

2 hours... the cooking

did i mention tht we took around 4 hours the previous day to cook

dont believe huh???

haha


me frying the egg....







look like scramble egg to me...haha...that for the fried rice...

our fried rice.....yummy...better than yesterday right??

our HAM CHOY TONG....yummy....nic say taste like her maid one...nearly same with my mom..

No curi makan under my watch k....haha....so hungry meh???

and below is the finale of our cooking...

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Bored Sathurday..

today usual lo..

work half day

wake up at 12pm

accompanied Wen to Audi(a very cheap supermarket) to restock our food...

never buy a lot of thing...

i just bought a soup,chips, biscuit that all lo...

the thing there freaking cheap...

than go back

online chat with dear dear..

haha

than 4.30 start work jor lo..

wanna no something

got tips today

10fr

boss say cause we work overtime...we finish at 10.45pm like tht

i was like :" weird...damn her...full house....she got 100over tips we pula get 10fr....shit..."

wen just laught at me...

tomorrow Louise is coming to visit us...staying in the hotel next to us

Wen planning to bring her to Zurich n Baden..

I just tagged along...since i cant go find dear dear d...

i miss him....

so much...

he wanna go back msia d...

sad lo..

heart broken...

oh ya

the backpacker thing havent write the continous version...

silly me

i update now lo...

hahaha

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Backpacker.....Day 1

we stay in Luzern backpacker

something like Youth Hostel...hite

quite nice

and got a kitchen for us to MESS AROUND WITH...

so i come up with a clever and cheeky idea is that i cook dinner for me and nic...

nic face when white and he was like:" are u sure bout that??u can cook???"

i was like:" not that hard...i m the chef ,u r my sous chef..."

haha

oh ya forget to say that we stay there for 2 days and 2 night...

for the first day...i cook dinner...

and it consist of...



MENU DU JOUR (Menu of the Day):

~Fried rice
~Fried chicken

~Cabbage soup

~Onion with egg


nic washing the cabbage...what with that face huh???




the cabbage soup and the rice (before pic)



the cabbage soup after it cook....(after pic)


me cooking...i look fat in the pic....what a shame huh???



my drumstick....fried chicken....nice huh???



well



and than...after 4 hours of cooking...



yup i no is long



cause i am a beginer what...



this is the end product

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Vevey...

some bitch in nic hotel complaint to the boss

and the boss is very mad at him

and i cant be in his hotel anymore

never to stay in his hotel anymore...

ass hole...

shit...bitch...

so i have to go to Vevey...

where my future roommate is...

she is friendly enought to let me stay...

nice...

Louise is nice...

give me a place to stay....

she cook lunch for me..

instant noodle...dont complaint...we are only student ok??

than we hang out in the room watching some hong kong movie...

ROB-B-HOOD.....nice nice.... i like tht baby.....kawaii.........

after that we went to the supermarket and the chinese food shop to restock her food storage...

than she start cooking diner for me..

i am suppose to help her...but her landlord came back early so i have to hide in the room..

p/s : i am ILLEGAL IMMIGRANT in her house...

we cook:

brocoli with chicken in osyter sauce

ABC soup a.k.a Carrot,Onion,Potatto soup...(my idea)

But we are still hungry, so i suggest we cook something

and Edwin(Louise housemate) donate his beloved pork chop for me to cook...

with the tips from Louise and Edwin i finally finish cooking it

and u no what the compliment is???

Edwin says:" cook better than my gf.... nice try for the first timer...."

nice compliment...that make me wanna cook somemore

so i try and cook onion with egg

but it fail

cause i cant flip the egg

and ended up Edwin have to help me...

thanks ya..sous chef...

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Our love nest----->>> Zermatt

Monday (20/9/08) :

mostly in luzern....

finding nic camera

he wanna buy a new one so we walk around Luzern to get him one...

he get a canon....pretty nice...

same brand with me...

Tuesday (21/9/08):

yup... we went to Zermatt....we sit the 8 or 9 o clock train and arrive at Zermatt at around 1 somthing

that is a long journey...

yup i no tht.

cause ( geography now...)

Luzern is in the heart of switzerland and zermatt is right below of switezerland

the south part near to Italy...and we have to change platform at other place..

yup that long right??

we check into a hotel and get a double room....

picture below....and with the view of matterhorn(too bad is cloudy)

too bad mattehorn is cloudy..

we walk around zermatt to look around and snap picture....

nice?? i love that small thing...

may i call it a car??

so mini

at night we eat in a pub...

the food is huge in portion

this is what i eat

and nic eat this....yummy

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